Thursday, March 9, 2017

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| Top: Free People | Jeans: Joe's Jeans  | Heels: Michael Kors  | Bag: Chanel | Ring: David Yurman |

Hey everyone! Hope you all have had a great week! Wow, it's been a whirlwind of a week for me. Earlier this week, I was a guest on the Charlotte Community Radio in a segment of 'Not Your Boyfriend's Radio Hour with Amelia Coughlin. We had so much fun, shared lots of laughs and even played a little movie trivia (which I totally sucked at). 

So, this week is my spring break, and somehow, this is one of the busiest weeks I've had in a while. Lately, I have just been completely overwhelmed. It makes me sad that its Thursday, and this is the first blog post I've been able to post this week. Between school, CPA exams, blogging, working, etc., I am just stretched really thin. I've spent so much time and effort working hard in school, maintaining good grades and studying for my CPA exams. As many of you know, I took my first one last month. I got my results back today and they weren't the results I was hoping for. I did not pass, but only by a very small margin, which, I think makes it even worse. It's definitely discouraging because I put so much time and effort into. But, I have to remember, these are not easy, their pass rates are below 50%, and that I'll get through it eventually.

On thing that I have really learned lately is that things aren't also done in the timing that we hope. My dad always tells me, "sometimes you just have to sit back and enjoy the ride," and it's so true!! I spend so much time stressing myself out about getting things done in 'allotted' time, that I give myself full blown anxiety. But I just have to ask myself is it really worth it to stress things that badly. The answer, of course, is no. It's all in God's timing. 

There are other times that I wonder if all of this is really what I want to be doing with my life. I wonder if this is something that I could be passionate about and truly enjoy, and many days I don't know the answer to that question. I enjoy my job and the people that I work with, but is it really me? I hope that this is something that I can figure out. Obviously, I would love to be a full time blogger but that's just not a possibility for me right now. I definitely have a lot of soul searching to do. 

So, what was my big point of all of this rambling. Basically, I just wanted to express that it's okay to be confused or frustrated about different aspects in your life, but that does not mean that there isn't a solution to it all. Things take time and they aren't always evident in the beginning. Take every day as it is and try to not be like me and micro manage everything and try and plan life so far in advance. Live life to the fullest and do what you love and sit back and enjoy the ride.

Much love,

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